(Shaurya and Meera)
-in the darkness I can burn, can stand in the gap. I won’t fall. I
got my wings in my soul. –
When Mira woke up, she found herself somewhere in space. There was a
sweet fragrance and it creates a nice feeling faint smell it on them.
Perhaps, she did not know where at she is.
His scent..She felt it on own skin, the scent liven up like the way ,
it smelled a little bit of grit stone and moss. Mira took deep
Oh, my silver blue…
it was beautiful while on clouds , I’m falling high …
Soon ,maybe my last breath would be your name.
Waves were starting to touch on Mira’s feets.
She tried to remember what happend . Suddenly heard someone’s
screaming , it must be Sofia’s voice.
Yes , This was a dark and cold place so she felt wet and cold on the
whole body in the this locked room.
it was love that place where prisoners had to remind. But Mira had
survived , she just could not remember how she got to this space .
Fear of history had left behind. Now what was a locked room nor in a
dark cell. She have got white place which has no life.
her lover was in pain because of every respect . She was remembering
his smell of voice and heart beats behind of the cold stone walls.
Her little hands are still so cold .
The moved like a white swan . She was ignited with desire to those
little cold hands for the warm by his breath.
Was he alive? or her father’s army has destroy him? She never know
She never wanted to think about bad possibility.
Later touched on the own heart and tired to his heartbeats again.
That was like paradise.
is just like drowned in deep ocean and take endless breath. No words
can tell about it. No words dare to tell ..
One indispensable thing in the world of her , that is why Mira drank
the poison of love for his flowing blood. Wanted the sarvior this
Already was not life a poison ?
Yes, it seemed a poison because meaning of life was it.
Mira knew him like that.She have found him , she was already look for
it since so long time.
Although if they never reach the each other , already she had been
waiting him since time past eternity. She knows that was the twin
soul of Sagar.
And , She never bring to mind his past or future. She knows , she
never ever endure his lived past can not stand imagine him with
someone else ,still she does. But she semeed just like never care
about what he lived. She just loved this man with depths of the heart
. Her soul that was enough for him. if anyone is thinking that is not
a Love, she never care about it. She knew what is love.
While she is thinking about all suddenly surprised by the existence
of an object in this space. She got shock because there was nothing
more than her and it was a tree. Maybe something like that would
confront in here when thinking about him. Who knows…
Lovers loves nature because they are on the same plane . Trees,
mountains , flowers, oceans,birds,butterflies…
For a moment Mira thought the former lovers ; Romeo never have a
love like his love or Majnun never could reach the deserts which just
like his temperature of heart.
or Shah jahan’s Taj Mahal never be compared with his walls of love
which he built Mira’s heart.
Yes, it is true. Mira’s way was diffrent , Sagar was walking another
way. Only a line was making them separate. That was horizon line. Ýf
she was a sky , he was also sea; both of them is blue but not
together. The sea and the sky, in fact that was not same thing for
the mortals . Because this lovers , they are just immortal… that is
why no one did not want them ,just like any great love for. Even this
world never wanted their existence. Their bodies had not even
permitted this love. They had never seen with eyes of world but they
saw eyes of the heart only. it was not that enough?
Enough.. because that is real.
Mira sat down under the tree which spotaneously came in that space.
it was plane tree . Mira was feeling it was same tree which hang up
the own souls.
Oh, darling ! Keep me in your heart, all over the inside of the heart
if I am a butterfly you are my wings which me makes fly. Your
peerless words fills my all head, just you tell me. Fears , desires
are wrapping my whole body. I’d never want you know. Where I am .. in
Every place that I’m blind.There is deadlock.Your love is deadlock in
me. Please, find the end of the rope. You only find it ! so I could
solve it. You are still delirious in my every detail. My soul is in
the earthquake look like will be destroyed at any moment. if there is
any silence , know that it is about my madness. Someone says ” Love
is meant to be disappear.”
am I already do at this time. I do… Oh, You are my shadow , if I am
no exist .if shadow is exist ,I am not ? or if I am exist , my
shadow? Tell me. You know better…
Mira was looking up the sky with screaming . Maybe there was no exist
of the sky. She begins to doubt about her presence too. Sky seemed
like waiting his hello or goodbye?
Even in the dark days when in the cold room had tried to feel his
presence . Mira already feels all.
She felt also his silent tears behind the walls. The solitude was
taking far away Mira as occurs her away. She knew they were watching
the same sea behind the walls. The same stars and sun. She knew ,
they had felt the same thing at the same time.
I know Sagar. Well, They just said it was different of what we
believe but we know we are in the same spirit in the world. They
would never know how we found each other. That is only Sea and Waves
.They also never see that how we were our own. They never know how
we both feel same and how we hurl our ashes after burning for love
even they would not understand it. I pity those people.
Mira was stroking the branche of the plane tree as if he was talking
to her from one side . Then Mira’s white and delicate hands have
touched the body of a lion per plane tree.
Nature of lion. Cool; Wild and king. Maybe he drew the lion’s head
with a knife on the plane tree. Mira was so close it and trembling
lips stretcted to the lion. it seemed to come alive but it was not as
a picture . Suddenly this lion disappeared. Mira’s lips remained so
by air. she wished for recall that the lion and for the kiss under
the blue sky in the cool forest. She wanted bring all the stars from
sky on the lion’s mane. She was trying image under the tree his sweet
face and meaningful deep eyes again and again . it seemed as if
deliberately wanting to drown in them, with him there was no pain.
Flowery throne was appering from far away. She reached and touched it. She wanted a butterfly on his left shoulder and leave own wings in
there. And later She wanted a blood for the barbed wire and flow on
the blue flowers. Blood was warm just like heart. if roses never grow
up in thorns. He could feel the pain of the thorns on the flesh. such
as flowers , it belonged to rose thorns and roses also belonged
them, every beautiful thing is hiding teribble pain.
She suddenly found ownself in another space. Those spaces that was as
like travel own and his emptiness . There was no plane tree or
throne . Look up the sky and saw his fingertips had touched the
stars. His scent still was on her nose. This place was the sky of the
space. Mira’s palms filled with Sagar’s dreams. She thought he also
had seen it in his palms .Maybe his hands also filled Mira’s dreams.
She felt own fragance in his dreams , it was strawberry.
She knew , he never abondoned her. This man who wants lay on the
shoulders of the bright star in the sky, That was Mira. And she
dreamed that on his eyes , get drowned in the oceans.
But he was weary of the war , this man was alone until that day he
had never seen the light of day.
Perhaps that is way his heart had found life in heart of Mira. He had
been breathing in there.
Mira was watching own palms while smilling then a butterfly settled
on her finger while flying she also was following it nonstop and
suddenly she fell from the sky in minefield.
She had seen behind barbed wire without even understanding how she
got here.Only silhouette of a man was running but can not posibble
to see his face. Mira thought maybe it was the man she loved ,
without thinking she began to follow him. Then some people’s voice
was screaming to her but she never hear it. Step by step were leaving
As is she had reached a state of war in his heart.
” peaceful warrior he is…”
she whispered and later jumped over the fence. Mira’s white long
dress unraveled and her tender wings stucked on the wire. Then she
heard a sound was calling her name. This person was the her mother.
She walked away never turn the back later slowly she did and saw in
there alot people. friends , family who lives with lies…
”Do not walk away there Mira! Shake of God!!!!!”
Her mother begged to her with weeping eyes. Mira did not know what to
do. Her wings was wounded and she was in pain. Suddenly a bird fell
from the air front of her feets. Ýt was DEAD.
She looked own unraveled dress and barefoot. Her wounds were bleeding
Oh , My love. Where are you? I want forget all pain and regain you
Will not be possible ?
She was difficulty moving in that minefield not knowing where is she
but still She continued on way without any care. She forgot pains
because she knew only he would make good her that is why she was
walking with desire of find . .
Occasional her foots was falling down. .
Wars only happends in the movies or in the real cruel life.
in the lover’s heart only that war would be happend. One side was
shouting at her but she only was on the run and she got tired and
looked up the sky at the flying birds then turned her gaze in the
direction he went . And a whispers wrapped on her ears , body and
all. it was his …
” See , how the clouds are pale and utter those birds are silent
Even they can sense my pain immolating
I wish I had a pan to bring my feeelings into words
so that this world knows , why did I turn insane.
Maybe not on this earth I can be your but together we will shine in
Mira , looked again clouds and birds and suddenly she saw those words
already written on the sky.
She closed her eyes and then whispered ,
I’m the sky, you know and you will always be with me if you look at
the up. Your pain is my pain too .My lover…
if you are a pen I’m your words… I do not know how will be our
end. Shall be together .. Maybe this is love will be endless as you
say or will be left half-finished. Ýf you turn insane ,also my mind
is trouble with you, only that I know You are part of my soul. I can
not just throw you out of my heart in lifetime.
After telling them ,Mira was stepped on a sizeable mine. Maybe she
would die if she pull out her feet.
Still can not see face of Sagar. The last time Mira was delirious his
name. This time Sagar must have felt someting and had stopped walking
, standing where it without turning around . Fog was increased
futher. The earth began to shake space. He stooped the running in the mine field. Both heart was belong each other’s. The world can hear
the sound of both. Mira heard a nebula voice which she only can fall
for it and she have missed the unique voice . it was deeply sounded:
Sagar… your name fits to sky , to soil but mostly fits to you. Your name
fits to streets and to wind…
and it mostly fits on my lips.
oh, love is gone suddenly without say any ‘goodbye’ even . I should
have hold you tighter while happy in your arms. Love is over with a
blow, it is like sensetive , fragile. I should have left it like that
while dead in your arms.
Mira closed her eyes and smilled with his lovely dimples.
*What you are thinking about this story? How do you think end of the story or will you write continue of story ? Will she die when she press on mine. It would be end ? *